haven't you noticed that the most effort you could do, the things came out worse?, I mean I heve been trying to be nice with my family, don't yell'em, not to look them evily, but today I was searching for something, my dad thought I was angry or some crap like that, and he yelled at me, and told me the thing he always says "we are just four, how can't we live hippily?", but he doesn't do anything to live happily, and the first thing he think it is bad, becomes angry, so I simply don't understand, I would like to apoligize for what I did wrong but I don't know what did I do wrong, so the only thing I can do is to dfend myself nad to be locked here in my bedroom.
many things has happened since my last rant, that's 'cause I have been lazy about it, so i'll do a digest:

• my argentinian uncle went back to his country yesterday, it was sorta of sad but happy, you know
• I spend a very good time with my uncle "setsuna" (it's her nickname), and I hope to repeat it 'cause it was fun, and I think she thinks like me in lots of stuff
• I finnihed all the final tests, I think I did it right, but I don't know yet.
• tatakae-no-fansub as translated ba

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Mood:dissapointed
Listening to: Stratovarius - Father Time

pizza

I feel my stomach full of meal, some time oago I though I was going to explote, it didn't happen anyway, so I can write this rant.
today was father's day, so my aunt prepared pizzas, but not a pizza and not tiny pizzas, she did about 6 really-big sized pizzas, and then the mom of a friend (she is almost like an aunt of mine) gave us fish (salmón), so I'm full of meal right now
however, I though I was having a text tomorrow, but no!!, it's on tuesday =^_^= (teh kitty really ownz me)
uh... I want a tablet!!, so if you want to give me an expensive gift, you already know what to buy

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Mood:xD
Listening to: My Land - Sonata Arctica (I told you that I have a cd full of sonata's mp3s

to stay in bed becomes the people mad

I've been laying in bed for so long (like two days) that I'm starting to became crazy, some kind of madness is taking the control of my body, it's too bored to be here, unable to do anything but just lay and sleep... it could be the heaven for some people, I know it, but for me me it's a nightmare, I'm standing now, but I'm not fine at all, so I have to keep laying, anyway... tomorrow I'm going to the math final test, I hope I'll do it good
well, my lack of any ideas for writing is awfully big, so I'm leaving now, I have to walk.

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Mood:a little sick, recovering
Listening to: the sound of my feet crashing with the ground

OMFG!!, I went to the doctor, and he said that I have to stay laying at bed 'til friday, it's too boring here!..., however I think I'm feeling better... I hope

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Mood:Sick and laying at bed :'(
Listening to: La venganza de gaia - Mägo de Oz

Ouch LOL cof

finally I went home, so I'm here, lying atbed, of course I could't stay AFC (away from the computer), so I bringed up the screen over a chair, the case in the ground, and the QWERTY Keyboard and the Mouse in the bed, LOL, the only thing I need to do now to be totally confortable is to bring up here the kitchen too, however, ah!, I need a black pencil too, 'cause after to be sitting/laying here My ass hole will be gone xD
I have being surfing all over the net (I mean Deviantart, /. and many sites like these), I found a very OMFGWTFBBQ =^_^= thing, check it out here, it's about teh =^_^= and the IRC, so some people will get it and will just LOL, anyway, I you don't understand a word you can always check wikipedia (yeah... M$ Encarta sucks)
I will be updating the blog a lot now, 'cause I have nothing to do (I'm thinking in come back to programming).
sorry about filling your screen with new windows, but I write this without a WYSIWYG editor (altough I don't need it), and I'm not in mood of name the windows (no, it isn't sicknees what makes me lazy, I'm always lazy), so you will have to spend lots of ram MUAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

PD: Setsukita, now I'm really sure I won't be able to go to our meeting, a pitty, we'll have to do it another day :'(

cya!!

*leisure mode on*
one sheep
two sheeps
three sheeps
four sheeps
five sheeps
six sheeps
seven sheeps
eight sheeps
nine sheeps
ten sheeps
eleven sheeps
twelve sheeps
...
*leisure mode off*

(I don't know why did I do that, don't sue or flame me)

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Mood:nothing
Listening to: Sonata Arctica - land for the free (yeah, I have a cd full of Sonata so don't bother)

I hope I did it well

Uf!, I finished the spanish/comunication test, I think it was quite easy, but that happens me always when I do a spanish test, and always I have wrong answers, I hope this time not, I really hope this time not.
anyway, I feel sick right now, my chest hurts, I think I will leave the school today, I wanna to be at home, however, I'll try to stay here, I must resist... wait a minute, what should I resist of?, I'm going home... I do not know what to do... anyway, I'll post if I stay here or if I go home.
the only thing I know is that I have a wrong ask in the test, it was confusing, and I thought about it after mark the 'X' over the alternative... it was odd.
I have to quit now, read you later.

PD: Natalie, if you read this, I think I won't be able to go to the ship-con, I hope we will chat later

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Mood:dying
Listening to: some people

visit my gallery!!

I remembered that I forgot to post that I have a Digital Art Gallery at Deviantart :P, I will upload something there soon... I hope

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Mood:better than before
Listening to: Sonata Arctica - Unopened (Live) [*]

cof! cof!

Hi, it's me again, and I feel bad, very bad, I think I'm gonna to be sick...hey!.. wait a minute, I feel already sick, and the first final text, the beggining of the end of all the things is tomorrow, I really don't feel good, anyway, any sickness isn't enough to stop me, whatever I would want to do, so I will do all these tests, and I will so them right.
in other matters... today has being good, I do not know why the hell it has being good, but it actually has being pretty good.
I look from here, from my world, I look the things there outside, it's like a painful picture of the humanity, all these dark shadows altogether with the light spots... a tragedy, people still want to be under the light, even when the darkness is sorround them
I don't know why I become shy when I'm writing rants, I'll publish this anyway, so I simply do not understand why I put a window over the textbox everytime someone walks into the room.

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Mood:almost dying
Listening to: Sonata Arctica - Black Sheep

uf!

yesterday, the hot-dogs thing came out pretty well, altough the only thing I did was just leisure... and to eat hot-dogs of course...
I don't know, but chilean Hot-dogs, wich are called "completes" or something like that, are better hot-dogs in the world, they have everything a hot-dog can have as tomatoe, palta, kechup, mayonese, mustard, something called american sauce, something called "chocrú" (or something like that, I really don't know hoe it must be written).
anyway, final tests af the half-year are next week, so I'm studing a lot, when I'm not playing lol.
I heve being playing "Nocturnal Ilusion", a little old graphic adventure with a great, deep, with anime feeling story; good atmosphere and hot and cute anime girls.
But altough that game is good, I must play Neverwinter Nights, I haven't played it and I think it's the best RPG ever!, it is a RPG as a MMORPG, and it rox, and is not olny for that freaking incredible graphic quality, but 'cause it's AD&D too, it even has the blizzard logo in the box!
well, this is me saying good bye again... see ya!

PD: I feel some pain in my stomach, I think I ate so much at the lunch

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Mood:I don't know why, but I feel sort of specially well
Listening to: my brother playing quake II (you know, all those jumps and rockets)

I don't know what to do

today I'm suposed to go and eat hot dogs for class monetary things, but I don't know if I'll go altough the punishment for not to go is high (is like US $2(you have to think that I already have like US $3.5)), but I'm not in mood of do it, and here is cold... and already is getting dark... maybe I will appear and go after eating something, I think that's the best, but I write it again: I'm not in the mood of doing it.

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Mood:trying to decide
Listening to: The sound of the wind breathing

sponsor needed

this is for everybody who is in my class (I doubt if you could read this... I think yo won't, but you can't sue my for try), I need suport for a Physical Fetapov (for everybody else: a cience/arts expo in my school) Project, so if you wanna join us (me and the oldman), tell us, but you must know that the only thing you will do is to give us money, so we can make the project and you get a seven. waiting for requests...

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Mood:hungry
Listening to: Metallica - Creeping death (live) at megarock shoutcast radio station

no titled bored thing

Again I'm here in a presentation, this will take about one hour, so I have time to post what I want.
too many things have happened last days, so many that I have couldn't give me time to update this rant, today I had to present a work, it was supposed to be a hand, but it almost finished being just a lot of nosense bones (it was sad... very sad, but somehow funny too), it came out well... I hope, 'cause we (me and some classmates of me) spend all yesterday's afternoon preparing it.
yesterday I had to tell, in front of all the class, alone, and in english (my pronuntiation is awfully terrible (almost as much as my writing)) that ring poem from TLOTR, it came out well too, altough I don't know wich mark do I have

three rings to the elven kings under the sky
seven to the dwarven lords in their halls of stone
nine to the mortal men doomed to die
one to the dark lord in his dark throne
in the land of mordor where the shadows lie
one ring to rule them all
one ring to find them
one ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them
in the land of mordor where the shadows lie

I wrote from my memory... I'm such a Tolkien fan
Well... and what matters... I'm a little confused... a friend of mine invited me to go out... and we haven't be together in a long time (about 2 months), the thing is that I'm not sure about what I feel to her, so I don't know what will I do then... I have to think about it...
I hope she won't visit my blog, 'cause I hate lie, and if she asks me if she is who I am talking about I'll have to lie... hey! what the hell I'm writing this for!!?? I don't know... I just do not know... I'll post it anyway... I'll press the button and everything about this rant will be over...
(I still listening without listen the presentation, it's about some religious thing.)

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Mood:bored, altough I'm happy... happyness after the storm

what would I do?

today is monday (yeah, yeah... so what?), but today is freeday in my country, I don't know why the hell we aren't do our stuff, but we aren't doing it, and that's the matter: if you don't do what you must do you don't have things to do... well, it maybe sounds a little weird or whatever, but it is true, I mean... what do you do on freedays? now ¿is it useful?, at least my answer is no, and that worries me a little 'cause if at any moment I could rest I do it, I don't know if I really want to do what I do, and I mean study.
my rational mind tells me and wants to continue studing, to be a succeful person... but, what is a succeful person anyway?, and what would happen if I leave it... everything. I don't know, I think my other me, my subrational fraction of myself doesn't stop me 'cause I have nothing better to do, but I someday I have it? what would happen?
I feel I have thought too much about this, so I'll leave it now, I will stop thinking things like that, as I always do when I start to doubt about what I'm doing... altough I think I must think about this matter
I will prepare my stuff to go to the school tomorrow, and I will continue doing what I am doing, no matter if I don't know why am I doing it.
one last thing:I think more when I write what I think, I will continue doing things like this if more are coming, I won't stop myself if I start something like this.
bye, I hope I could read you later... leave me a comment, sometimes I feel I'm doing this for nothing.

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Mood:Lazy

aarrggg!!!!

hi, it's me again, I thing I'm gonna be sick, but I don't want to -_-.
today I will talk about windows, windows is crappy, in windows I have to worry about viruses, and I have to use processor time runing antivirus. I windows I have to check the system with Ad-aware, and delete every fucking ad-aware and trojan, in windows I have to worry of install aplications, and of find free applications. Linux isn't like that, linux is stable and flexible, there aren't Linux viruses or ad-awares, in linux I get my system completely out-of-the-box, and every program I could need is there, and if it isn't there, I know I will find a prgram to do what I want completely free.
In windows I have to worry about the crushes on the system, and about if the memory is full, in linux I just run programs, and I let the system to worry about these matters.
Linux is about do the things one time, but do them good, the instalation is a little hard for windows users, but it's 'cause you setup perfectly your system in it
hopeless I have to use windows, actually my video/tv card is the lamest video card ever, and linux doesn't work with it, so I'm doomed to use windows 'til I could upgrade this computer.

I don't know why I wrote this, I just wrote it, so enjoy.

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Mood:relaxed

I'm in a presentation right now, it isn't mine, but it is in the computer room ar my school, and I'm the-guy-who-helps-lusers in thurdays, I'm bored, so I will make a quite long post now (I don't think it will be SO long...)
Today I did a presentation, I and the guys who worked with me exepended all yesterday afternoon preparing it. I think we did it good... (I have school at morning)
well... it wasn't so long... see you later. I don't know what to do now, this thing will finish in 1 more hour.

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Mood:bored

What a day!!

Wow!, today was crazy, at school I had an englsih test, but I just didn't I was going to do an english test until it arrieved into my desk and the teacher said: "let's do the test", altogh I didn't notice I was going to do an english test, I did it pretty well.
afternoon was just study, and more study: PSU training(the big test we do in Chile to go to the university) and the Psicology test I had tomorrow kept me busy for some hours.
as you can imagine, I did nothing particulary interesting today, or at least I don't remember.
PD: I'm writing this from my machine xD, My dad, my brother and me fixed it yesterday, but now it has a max. resolution of 640*480.

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Mood:Tired