no titled bored thing

Again I'm here in a presentation, this will take about one hour, so I have time to post what I want.
too many things have happened last days, so many that I have couldn't give me time to update this rant, today I had to present a work, it was supposed to be a hand, but it almost finished being just a lot of nosense bones (it was sad... very sad, but somehow funny too), it came out well... I hope, 'cause we (me and some classmates of me) spend all yesterday's afternoon preparing it.
yesterday I had to tell, in front of all the class, alone, and in english (my pronuntiation is awfully terrible (almost as much as my writing)) that ring poem from TLOTR, it came out well too, altough I don't know wich mark do I have

three rings to the elven kings under the sky
seven to the dwarven lords in their halls of stone
nine to the mortal men doomed to die
one to the dark lord in his dark throne
in the land of mordor where the shadows lie
one ring to rule them all
one ring to find them
one ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them
in the land of mordor where the shadows lie

I wrote from my memory... I'm such a Tolkien fan
Well... and what matters... I'm a little confused... a friend of mine invited me to go out... and we haven't be together in a long time (about 2 months), the thing is that I'm not sure about what I feel to her, so I don't know what will I do then... I have to think about it...
I hope she won't visit my blog, 'cause I hate lie, and if she asks me if she is who I am talking about I'll have to lie... hey! what the hell I'm writing this for!!?? I don't know... I just do not know... I'll post it anyway... I'll press the button and everything about this rant will be over...
(I still listening without listen the presentation, it's about some religious thing.)

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Mood:bored, altough I'm happy... happyness after the storm