two books at once

reading two books at once is an interesting thing... you can even cross stuff over the books, even if they look completely different, and also if you are focused enuogh... I spent this whole afternoon at reading "sixty dead in the stair" (sesenta muertos en la escalera) wich I haven't finnished yet, but it goes very veep, even being a novel it gets thiker and thinker, in fact, in some parts it looks a lot like a metaphysical essay about the death, the body, and how it is just hipocrecy, a fake little nice pretty way to hide our dary ugly shapeless soul, the other was about the evolution of guis in operative systems starting of with the very first computers that used perfored tablets until beOS and Linux... it's a pretty nice text that talks about how interfaces are made to hide the computers' potential and also its roughness, unkindness and difficulty... therefore I can say that our bodies are interfaces!!

I just hate EMOs... and stuff

it's a real disgusse when blogger doesn't let me to log in, I mean, what they have a blogging system for if they won't let me login... (btw what do I have a blog for if nobody reads it).
aaanyway, today I'll rant about emos and how I hate them so much (not the people, but the movement as a whole), emos are a bunch of guys whining they are lotsa troubled, but in fact they haven't that much troubles in their lifes, it's ussualy a common amount of troubleshit, or sometimes a very low amount of it... some emoguys think they are so troubled just because, in fact, they don't know what a trouble is, and it makes me to do RAAWWR... 'cause they think they are the only troubled ones.
Besides, more than a half of emo songs (emo makes no difference from HxC in my head...dunno, there's people that says that emo is lotsa different comparated to HxC) talk about how they lost their gf, big deal right!.. I don't even have a gf... btw, where does the song writer takes out that so much girlfriends, because they break a lot.
end of teh more quikly written post here, grammar problems are just a lack of...uuuhhmmm speaking english... I guess

I feel down

all the way down, it's been a few really nasty days, since I discussed with my dad about something of not ths big matter, just a high importance school work I didn't told him about and his great fears about me not entering college. And it was influenced by me playing on-line quake2 right before he asked me in a quite rude voicetone to go where he was... sincwe then, I think we've spoken like 5 words each other in this 3 days or somethin'... it is sad to see how a relationship, no matter how strong it is, can be mostly broken for something that is not a really whole important thing....
what is worse, this situation makes me feeling good while I am at school, and that is weird and unhealthy in any guy...

politic shit

I had lotta stuff to write, lotsa funny things have happened to me lately, and I was going to post something about that, but while I was rambling I heard in the news (the only thing I see in the local TV) that kept me frozen, but first I've gotta explain something: when the actual president was public works minister (dunno how to translate it very well, that ministery is the one who cares about making and fixing streets and stuff like that), there was a fraud involving that ministery (MOP since now on), and heck, he was the minister, besides, when he's been asked to declarate (they cannot order him), he hasn't done it.
now, to implement the justice reform (courts and judgements here were quite different to the ones to the states, and now they're implementing that model), they wanna erase all the cases involving corruption... dunno why, but it looks quite dark for me.
and I bet they don't close the Pinochet case involving money ¬¬... y know, that happened about thirty years ago, so it affect us much more the something that happened let's say...hhmmm... 7 years ago??

when I left the table my mom made a discussion between ehr and me that had no value or purpose 'cause she "felt" that I was being rude to her, as she always feels and I never do, so she came out with the usual speech, and when she said "your father doesn't talk to you about this anymore, 'cause we cannot change you, do you want me to stop talking to you?", my little inner-self was jumpunt and screaming YES!!!!111 out loud, I luckily was able to calm down, for respect. The interesting is that we both agree the same thing (although I didn't told her, for respect) "you're way too old for making us put you in the right way, you shoukld have your own criteria now by now" that my chriteria and my personallity isn't her dream of a child (as my little brotha is) doesn't mean that I've got no chriteria, but still, she shouldn't try to get me in her own right way, i'm in my own right way... no, there's no right way.

metallica+quaking

so, today I was able to recover all MetallicA records... yeah... so what... well, I like metallica... and I frag better when I listen to it ;). 30!!! in 4 minutes!!

I hate when this happen

if there's something I hate more that communist gay (it's not like it's something bad for most of people, but when somebody piss you off, anything is good to piss you off more) people(?) from outside Chile with no clue about what happens here giving public speech saying bad things of every middle-known chilean is a communist gay argentinian guy with no clue about what happens here giving public speech saying bad things of every middle-known chilean... the makes me sick... in fact I wanna punch him and kick his ass...
yes, I am a nacionalist, I like my country, and I feel that the people who lives here is quite good, there's no perfect things, but people here at least is mostly good.
well, that's why I don't like tv, at least tv shows (I like movies, anime, news and documentals, I read anything else in the internet).
also... why should and argentinian talk about Pinochet or pinochetism, I'm sure he hasn't even read a book about it

Shit, they discovered me

well, it's not like nobody in my class knew it, but the teachers didn't know that I know a little bit more about computers that everyone else (just due to be in the front of the screen for too long), I was afraid that they knew about it 'cause when somebody knows hot to do something better than the others, or even, knows to do something that nobody knows how to do, everybody surrounding him will ask him to do things for them just because "he can do it and we can´t, therefore, he must do it", well, that's why I didn't want to let them know... but then here it comes Clauido, my philosofy teacher and asks "is here a computer genious?" (of course, I don't think I'm one, that's what he said) and everybody shouted my name (no, no Phrodo_00, but my real name you fool), so I got stuck in a promess to do video broadcasting for some conferiencing thing too fucking important and hard... I guess I'll have to do it.
it's hard to say no, really hard...

the blog in english thing

well.. I've been thinking about this lately (allright.... since about 5 minutes ago), and this comment that AndrésKezada made me got this thig more stuck in my head... and it's not related that my english isn't perfect or that sometimes I misspell some words, it's the "who the hell reads my blog"... if I take a look at sitemeter I see that most of people is supossed to speak in english, but if I look in the timezone I see that most of people visits the page from -4/-5 wich happens to be the time of the place where I live... and where everybody speaks in Spanish!.
but also I see a considerable amount of people from lots of other timezones, where probably don't know what the "spanish" word means...

I guess I'll keep thinking about it, my timeline is the release of the whole site (portfolio and complete profile), and there's no timeline to finnish the site...

I've gotta study more

I've realized recently that I'm not studying enough, I need to have good marks an to solve a really long and dificult set of test to get into a University, and I have to do it well... so I have to stop being such a lazy guy and study, study, study... and do my homework (I never do it), besides I have to stufy more in order to hve a good qualification in that exam...

so, I'll still studying, see ya.

btw... this is the first time I use the gnome blogging panel or however it's called, it's pretty nice