the same history, I thought today was going to be a beautiful day, I was efforting a lot, but everything ended when I sat dawn with my parents at the table to have breakfast, since then, everything went from bad to worse.. they started (again) to say that everything I do, I do it bad... anyway, when I left, I opened the kitchen door, and I damaged the car, that was ODD..., I wouldn't like it if someone feels like I'm feeling right now.
oh!, I decided that I'll change the page's layout for the on I had before, 'cause I made it, and 'cause I think it's pretty.
sorry about the lack of updates, just supose that I have been stucken playing RO xD

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Mood:D'OH
Listening to: Sonata Arctica - Silver tongue

cs2d

I'm not a Counter Strike pleyer, in fact, I've never played that game, but I really liked cs2d, a extrange (but fun anyway) mixture between CS and GTA2, it has a 2d space in wich you play cs in most of its modes, and it even has singleplay and multiplayer mode, so you can't get boried.
tomorrow I'll make a review of it as a¡teh quake player I am (i mean.. without any knowlodenge of CS)
pd: teh server almost doesn't uses brandwith

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Mood:sleepy
Listening to: ...

WOAH!!

today has been a very busy day (in fact, the day has not been busy, it's me who has been busy today... anyway), today I went to teh center of this city with my family(I live in the otsides), it was kinda fun, and I even won money (I sold some empty printer cadtriges).
I'm in vacation now, all this week, that's why I have not posted as much as I would like to do it, I'll put more effort in this... I promess... in fact I will not do a in spanish blog ('cause not many people read this, and more pages would mean less visits in every one of them), anyway, I'm thinking into upload a gallery.
I have a week f vacation left, in that time I'll kepp doing nothing ahaha... aren't vacations for sleeping?

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Mood:I don't fucking know, but I'm kinfa calm
Listening to: Rhapsody - Triumph For My Magic Steel

sometimes...not, always, I feel like a piece of crap, neither, I feel
like everybody thinks that I'm a piece of crap, I have nothing to say
against that, anybody can think whatever the hell he/she/it could want
to think about another one, but it's sad when you feel that your own
family, your own parents, mom and dad, thinks that you are something
closely like a thing, anything but a humen bean, they want to feel
great, to get that feeling from
me, they want to feel proud of me, as much as they feel it of their car
or their house, but the don't care about what I could think or feel,
they don't even care about if I feel or think, they just want to feel
proud

if they feel sorrow for something that I do, thy tell me, and even they
hit me, but I have not the rights to tell why I do something or another
thing, if if feel helpless and alone, I have nobody to be with, and
that hurts a lot.

in this same moment, my mom is yelling at me for go to the bed, I'll do it.

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Mood:disapointed...
Listening to: the music of "Desert Storm", a geme wich is played by my dad

Neverwinter nights!!!!

well, some of you could have already noticed it, but I'll say it again I LOVE NEVERWINTERNIGHTS AND IT'S THE GAME WICH I WANNA PLAY MORE (maybe I won't like it when I play it, but for now I think that it's the best game EVER), today I thought that I got it, an ilegal copy, but a copy anyway, it was in a famous underground market called "persa bio-bio", wich is famous for have people who sells cheap stuf, altough theit methods aren't very legal, in fact, most of them sell burrowed or copied stuff, one of them sold me a copy of Neverwinter, but it wasn't, it was just a couple of virgin CDs, so I still wanting to play it, but with ~US$5 less in my wallet

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Mood:disapointed
Listening to: Sonata Arctica - Last Drop falls

thoughts

my always tell me that I shouldn't talk about some stuff (like political stuff)in some places, in fact they tell me that I shouldn't in most of the places, 'cause I coul find someone that doesn't thinks like you, but, then why talk?, I mean, if you not that a person will agree with you, why bother into ask him/her, you know what that person will answer, of course, I'm not a muppet, and I think about what the people (anybody) tells me before doing it, so I'll do what I think it's right, and what I think it's right is to discusse about anything with the people who disagrees whit you, 'cause if not, any word wouldn't make any sense...

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Mood:alone
Listening to: Blind Guardian - the bard's song: the hobbit

uh

hi, if you are reading this, that's 'cause you should be some kind of masoquist person, to read a guy writing in bad english about nothing is boring I think, I try to do this more entertaining, but I'm not a very funny.
anyway, I'm writing from the computer room in my school, with a real QWERTY keyboard, not an spanish keyboard, so I can't do extrange sings right now.
however, the thing that I was going to post is that I have been thinking about some projects:

• i'm thinking about doing in-spanish blog, I think it would be interesting, but y'know how lazy I am....
• I think I'm going to do a roleplaying master system (no, not like RO, but like ad&d) wich could be simple, powerful, customizable, free (as in freedom and as in beer) and in spanish (some translater would be appretiated)

well, I hope that I could do some of these things.
well, this was everything I wanted to say, cya

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Mood:really bored
Listening to: people talking behind

I'd wish...

I really would wish that everyday seems to this one, at least the in-school part of the day... wtf?, yes, why?, well, 'cause today almost the only thing I did at school was to see a film (a very good one): the dead poets society, it's so good that I think it's one of my "most favourites" FILM EVER!, I really liked it, it is about the same thing what the life is about, well, after that, I came home xD, so I think everyday should be like today

in other things, I have to design a website and do some graphics for a game, yes, a an RPG game wich has my cgings, and wich site is designed by me (I haven't made a design for this blog for the fucking lazynees), the only thing bad for some of you is that it is in spanish, but it's good for lot of people too...

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Mood:mood
Listening to: Blinf Guardian - nightfall

hi again ^^

well, I was going to post something, but I have to lunch now, so I leave you with my Playlist, so you can see what kind of music I have

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Mood:mood
Listening to: Stratovarius - Liberty